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Mother ship down

The mother ship sunk
Tears

Life seems to stop

Silence
Stilness
What to do?

New goals seem to arise

But what is that?
Old objectives persist
The same, fucking the same

Is it good, is it bad?

Never mind
Continuation

The world catches you up

A new ship enters
The harbour
Life















Life is futile
Suffering
And Enjoyable
I love it, I hate it
I live it

REALISTION:

I smile
I cry
I am angry
Hungry
I am eager
Sad

I didn't change
The world didn't change
Nothing did

But

How come it feels like
Time stood still?

I was high
On sadness and, pills
And now...

I am not

I manage
Somehow

Like
I
Always
Did
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