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Fog safety

I loom from a fog
Of apathy
Dullness
And downheartedness

Just like that
All of a sudden
Unexpectedly

I feel
Normal
A kind of excited
Positive

And the things that need to be done today
Work out wonderfully simple
So
I give it an extra mile
And do more things

Then

These actions
Are running rough
My impatience boils over
And culminates, explodes
In aggression, impatience, negativity
And hopelessness

The fog, there she is again,
Surrounds me












The day will still take a while
And I'm exhausted

I give in
To the world of mists
There I find a safe place
Where I attend to nestle for some time

There is no choice
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